s.t.e.a.k :o

i know it's a monday, and it's already damn late
by right i should be asleep, but i just can't..
there's alot of things running through my mind right now,

and after thinking alot, i just came up with a decision,

i'm gonna quit my job today! having the feeling not to go work everday and practically doing nothing there except email and check some stuff in the internet and doing MINIMAL work i should be doing, i shouldnt waste their time and mine, that's it!

i'll be best do some serious thinking regarding what i should really do with life,
and last week bernard said something which is damn true but i always dont wanna admit it:

Life's really not easy at all..